Wednesday, November 30, 2005

The Rite of Acceptance

I was formally accepted into the catechumenate at St. Ignatius parish this last Sunday (first Sunday of Advent)

I was deeply touched by the ceremony. All of those catechumens (def: persons receiving conversion teachings) were lined up with me in the foyer outside the main hall of the church. As the priest approached the large glass doors, we all knocked for the congregation to hear. The priest then opened the doors and welcomed us all in, asking each one of us, formally, what we were seeking. We were then led to the front of the church where each one of us was blessed by our sponsors while standing in front of the congregation. My sponsor, Carol, is a large jolly black lady with a very warm smile. While the priest read the blessing, she drew a cross with her hand across my forehead, then my eyes, then my ears, then my heart, shoulders, hands, and feet. I had to assist her with the feet as she has bad knees. I was so touched while she did this that I ended up crying. It kind of reminded me of a wedding.

I find it so uplifting and inspiring that these formal practices take place at the Catholic church on a regular basis. The mass itself is very formal, and it is offered at least a couple times a day.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

How To FLY!

FLY... Finally Love Yourself.

I found an awesome website/tool. It's www.flylady.net I've only been doing it for 2 days now and already things have a little sparkle. It's amazing how much clutter can be cleared in 15 minutes! It's a cool online support group for keeping your life organized. Full of positive reinforcement and stuff and how to take babysteps towards a clean and organized home. I highly highly recommend it!

Friday, October 28, 2005

A trip to the Market

Last weekend I walked to the farmer's market that they have downtown every Saturday morning. It was so cool! Plus I got a special treat on the way there.

A few streets were blocked off, it turns out for a bike race. So, I was right next to them when they took off. It was a smaller race - probably about 50+ riders. It was so impressive when they all rode by, the whirring of the wheels, the wind and all. I never knew 50+ bicyclists would look and sound so spectacular!

When I got to the farmer's market I got another treat, there was a live band playing! And the cucumbers I bought were still fresher than I've ever had them almost a week later. When I cut into the cukes they literally burst with juices. I also bought a cornish hen from this guy who raises and kills all the chickens himself. After he gingerly handed me the little chicken, he gave me a pamphlet explaining how machine processing spills guts on the meat and makes it go bad quicker, and is more likely to cause sickness etc. I was a little worried because I didn't get around to cooking it until 2 days later. Lo and behold, the chicken was fresher than any chicken I have ever cooked. It had positively no smell at all whatsoever! Even before rinsing, the chicken smelled clean and fresh. And it was more moist than any I have ever cooked.

I think I'll start every Saturday with a walk to the farmer's market from now on.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

I Declare this: Religious Folk are not necessarily Stupid

This post is a response to the comment made by surfer fish on my Philsophy or Atheism? post. I have read the National Geographic article linked there. Following is my reaction to it, and certain parts of it. Relative portions of the article have been italicized.

Why are there so many antievolutionists? Scriptural literalism can only be part of the answer. The American public certainly includes a large segment of scriptural literalists—but not that large, not 44 percent. Creationist proselytizers and political activists, working hard to interfere with the teaching of evolutionary biology in public schools, are another part. Honest confusion and ignorance, among millions of adult Americans, must be still another. Many people have never taken a biology course that dealt with evolution nor read a book in which the theory was lucidly explained. Sure, we've all heard of Charles Darwin, and of a vague, somber notion about struggle and survival that sometimes goes by the catchall label "Darwinism." But the main sources of information from which most Americans have drawn their awareness of this subject, it seems, are haphazard ones at best: cultural osmosis, newspaper and magazine references, half-baked nature documentaries on the tube, and hearsay.

This is an example of what I’m talking about. The scientific media assumes that one who considers creationism in any form, and doesn’t simply accept the theory of evolution as complete and an explanation for everything, must be full of “honest confusion and ignorance”, or “never taken a biology course that dealt with evolution nor read a book in which the theory was lucidly explained.” What about the people who have taken biology courses, and looking at the hard evidence, feel evolution as it is taught is at best incomplete. It does not explain how DNA drastically changes from one species to another, adding entirely new sets of chromosomes. It doesn’t come close to explaining how life began in the first place. The out-dated theory of spontaneous generation has proven to be false, but now, an evolutionary and atheistic theory of life just ignores this problem.

Beyond the theory of evolution itself, if you dive deep into science; studying the intricacies of how DNA works (which is still without explanation for the baffling mechanisms that drive it), exploring the careful balance of chemical processes that each cell undergoes, or looking for the mechanism behind basic learning. Many scientists have found the same thing; a mysterious unexplained something that seems to drive the life force. I have heard about scientists becoming rather religious after studying biology, and sometimes those who study astronomy come across the same kind of dead-ends that leads to an inductive, reasoned proof of the existence of some kind of divine force. I don’t have the time to do a lot of research right now, but I did find this one example of a very smart scientist who believes in creation,

http://www.rae.org/Damadian.html

I think I heard that Dr Watson, of nobel-earning DNA fame, is also a creationist but I’m not so sure about that one. When I have time I’ll look for more definite examples.


Evolution is both a beautiful concept and an important one, more crucial nowadays to human welfare, to medical science, and to our understanding of the world than ever before.

I’m not sure what the writer means here saying that evolution is crucial to human welfare. It is rumored that Stalin, Hitler, and Mao were influenced to kill millions based on Darwins theory, concluding that God doesn’t exist, and that man is but an animal. There is more evidence with Stalin than the others but I think that the forced atheism in communist countries is good evidence for a link with human atrocities.

So much for one part of the evolutionary process, known as anagenesis, during which a single species is transformed. But there's also a second part, known as speciation. Genetic changes sometimes accumulate within an isolated segment of a species, but not throughout the whole, as that isolated population adapts to its local conditions. Gradually it goes its own way, seizing a new ecological niche. At a certain point it becomes irreversibly distinct—that is, so different that its members can't interbreed with the rest. Two species now exist where formerly there was one. Darwin called that splitting-and-specializing phenomenon the "principle of divergence." It was an important part of his theory, explaining the overall diversity of life as well as the adaptation of individual species….


Why should "closely allied" species inhabit neighboring patches of habitat? And why should similar habitat on different continents be occupied by species that aren't so closely allied? "We see in these facts some deep organic bond, prevailing throughout space and time," Darwin wrote. "This bond, on my theory, is simply inheritance." Similar species occur nearby in space because they have descended from common ancestors.

Do we know that these species are indeed independent species or are they simply variations of the same species? Wolves, dogs, foxes and coyotes were once thought to be different species but we now know that interbreeding amongst them, whilst uncommon, can produce offspring. It is an assumption that two different-looking mocking birds cannot interbreed (a necessary piece of information for defining an animal as a species). It was at once thought that Neanderthals were a different species of man, but we now know that interbreeding could and probably did occur between Neanderthals and early humans. Anagenesis or micro-evolution is proven beyond a doubt with current scientific observations. We can even manipulate this process through careful selection and breeding as in the case of horses and dogs. We have seen moths change the color of their wings to adapt to changing conditions. We have even seen humans adapting to different levels of solar radiation by changing the color of their skin over as few as 50 generations. By definition, speciation has not been proven in any observable case of evolution. We can selectively breed a wolf until it looks like an entirely different kind of animal, say a poodle or a Chihuahua, but it can still interbreed with other wolves. Speciation specifically involves an inability to breed. If the sperm of a goat is introduced to the egg of an cow, nothing will happen. This is the strict definition of speciation and the jump of one species to another that cannot interbreed with the previous species has never happened in any scientific observation. It has only been theorized that this is what accounts for a fish becoming an amphibian, or a rodent becoming a dog. Many of these changes involve the addition of entirely new sets of chromosomes, genes looking nothing like the supposed parent animal.

The article also talked quite a bit about the horses being found in varying degrees of horseness. Again, this is only anagenisis. It has not been proven that these animals cannot interbreed. And it shows nothing that proves that a “jump” has been made to develop a new kind of animal. Even the famous walking mud fish, proclaimed by many to be an evolutionary marvel of a creature between a fish and an amphibian. The mudfish actually fills a perfect niche by itself, surviving in both drought and wet seasons, it has no need to become a frog.

I'm not saying that since there are problems with the theory of evolution and unanswered questions that we should just throw it out. I do believe that it should be taught in schools. I also believe that creationism should be taught in schools as another theory that humanity has come up with. You can even say that there is no science behind it, only faith in some old writings. That at least leaves the door open for parents to discuss the matter with their children. As it is, parents who believe in creation are left looking really stupid when their kid goes to science class, and it undermines their efforts. I'm not saying that I believe in the Genesis story, I don't, but it has just as many crazy jumps in logic as the evolution theory does. I think scientists should look for something else to explain the diversity of the species, not excluding divine influence. I don't think we have an answer yet.

What is scary about the theory of evolution is that for the first time people blindly had some reason to find an answer for life that didn't include a creator. Suddenly, people didn't have anyone to answer to for their evil doings. This has a lot to do with degradation of society, just look at all the sex and violence! I'm not claiming that church has all the answers or anything, but I think people who don't think things through just assume that Darwin's theory explained everything, and God has been proven to not exist.

Surfer fish makes a point in the comment to my post that he has made before: that one must choose between deductive reasoning and a belief system. I have to argue that many belief systems can be arrived at through deductive reasoning, and if you properly use observation and deductive reasoning, you would find evolution to be incomplete. Evolution is just another belief system that has been widely endorsed by the popular science media.

While I would probably have to write a whole book to logically explain the existence of divine phenomenon, the point is that I could, and I have read logic that leads me to believe in the divine. I have spent much time contemplating the existence of a God. And I don’t just trip stupidly along the faithful path to come to my conclusions. While certain religions of the world do influence some of my thinking, I weigh that influence with my observations and experience. Doesn’t that sound like logical deduction to you?

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

No more Rice and Beans

I have definitively determined that the rice and bean diet makes me fat. I couldn't fit into my favorite shorts last friday. With that in mind, I went ahead and went back to my all-natural foods diet. This morning I was able to just squeeze into the shorts again! YeY! I'll stick with the meats and vegetables for now. I decided the money saved on the rice and bean diet is not worth a 4 day sweet room on the cruise this December if it makes me too fat to wear my clothes. So I guess I'll just have to tough it out in my stateroom with no balconey. (note the sarc)

I have discovered a new fun and easy way to eat all the raw vegetables that are so good for you. I wanted to get back into juicing but it's hard to keep up with cleaning the bulky equipment. I read in one of my pro-juice diet books a recommendation to put the pulp back in the juice to increase your healthy-fiber intake. That gave me an idea. I decided to try using my mini blender to make a vegetable smoothie. It sounds kinda gross but I'm so glad I tried it because it's great! Think gaspacho and it doesn't seem so weird. After having one everyday for 3 days I actually crave them now. Here's what I have developed as a recipe that I find quite refreshing and energizing:

1/2 cucumber (skin peeled off)
1/2 to 1 inch of ginger (skin peeled off)
1 stick of celery
1/2 lime (skin peeled off)
1/2 red bell pepper

Chop all ingredients into workable pieces. Stuff into blender and puree the hell out of it. Add cold water to dilute and drink immediately. With my recipe experiments I found that tomato makes it rather unpleasant but then again, I've never been a fan of tomato juice or soup. The Ginger really gives it a kick and settles my stomach really well. I'm going to the store today to get more vegetables and I think I'll try a wider variety. My juicer recipes have things like dark lettuces and fennel, I wanted to try those in smoothies since I get so tired of salads.

Monday, September 12, 2005

Philsophy or Atheism?

I watched my first philosophy class yesterday. It's a sort of discovery channel type show called the "Examind Life". I have to say I found it rather frustrating. Perhaps it's just how some philosopher's talk but it seemed more like some of the speakers would be saying definitively how things are rather than exploring possibilities. It seems like this is most prevalent when it comes to the philosophy of materialism and darwinism. Some of the modern philosopher's were stating that ideas from great thinkers like Aristotle and Descartes are now known to be defunct. They would say things like: now that we know humans are simply higher animals, human purpose is now understood to be developed rather than intrinsic. And things like, now that we have developed science to understand physical laws, we know that mind is not separate from matter as Descartes theorized since it has no physical qualities in and of itself.

Looking at Descartes theory which is that there are two ultimate substances in the universe: mind and matter, his explanation arose from the idea that mind has no physical qualities, therefore it is of a different substance than the physical. So how can you test it's existence using physical sciences? How can you look for something with inadequate tools and just throw up your hands and say definitively "it's not there!"

There was one really good analogy on the show where a philsopher, not a materialist, likened looking for the mind to a drunk man looking for his keys under a street light. When asked where he last had them he said " I dropped them over there in the bushes" So why was he looking for them under the street light? "It's too dark over in the bushes to find them".

Most disturbing is the complete acceptance of the "theory" of evolution. While Darwin's theory has some really good points and all, it has huge holes in it. A fact Darwin admitted himself. It has never been proven how one species jumps to an entirely different kind of species. It never explains how life magically begins from non-living material in the primordial soup. And it can never explain how DNA actually works. I feel that science has stagnated itself simply accepting this theory rather than looking for alternative explanations. Could the ethereal mind that Descartes spoke of be the missing link that science has been unable to find?

It's interesting to me that this course and others like it are required for a science degree. When I requested to take World Religions for my elective I was denied. There seems to be a general idea pushed forth in the world today that if you are open to broader possibilities about human nature, philosophy, and creation, you must be some backwoods idiot who has no place in the scientific community. Atheism is pushed as the religion of science; however, there are many scientists who have looked deeply into space, or inner space and feel there is no better explanation for how things work than some kind of divine influence.

And still, materialism is pushed as the accepted view for today. Even though there is evidence that the majority of Americans are believers in some kind of divinity, our newspapers and television talk from a viewpoint of understanding materialism to be wholly accepted. So much so that even believers now operate from a materialistic viewpoint. Along with the materialist point of view what kind of damage have we taken? How can we expect our leaders to care about our lives when this viewpoint predominates? Would a materialist viewpoint somehow make me a better nurse? I seriously doubt it. We all want someone to care for us who sees us as more than a slab of meat.

I guess the good side of all of this is that I'll certainly get into writing my papers disputing these ideas.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Everythings on the Up and Up

I signed up for a class this semester. I'm not really looking forward to it but I have to have a humanities/fine art credit to boost my ranking points for the nursing school waiting list.

I hope my lack of enthusiasm doesn't effect my grade too badly. I signed up for the Philosophy distance learning course to achieve this, but I'm hoping to slip into humanities during add-drop because I'd much rather study a broader subject. While philosophy seems interesting, I've tried reading philosopher's works and find them rather dry. Perhaps I just like talking about my own philosophy instead of listening to someone else's. Ha ha!

I'm trying a new diet in the interest of spending less money on food. It is the brown-rice and bean diet. Basically I'm just eating rice and beans with a few vegetables mixed in like tomatoes and spinach and such, and then I pour on the olive oil to make sure I'm getting those good fats. Plus I have a serving of fruit and some kefir each day to round out my diet a bit. There's a method of cooking beans in one of my cook books that is supposed to dramatically reduce the gas effect. It seems to be working. For those of you who are interested, it involves soaking the uncooked beans and rice overnight in a mixture of water and whey culture. The bacteria in the whey culture pre-digest the indigestible portion for you. I've done this for about a week now and have loads of energy, and will probably only spend about $5-10 a week on food.

I'm hoping to save up money for a cruise up-grade. Bob's Mom has arranged for us to go on a cruise with her and Bob's Grandma in December. The last time we went I was very jealous of the balcony room that Bob's Mom shared with Grandma. It'll cost us about $400 to upgrade to a balconey room. With the savings on food I should be able to do that in about 2 months. We'll see how it goes.

Time to get back to work... : )